Wednesday, June 12, 2013

Post Butan

Hi,
Being on the better side of forties is what life is all about... till now it was that I had to be someone, someone's wife, someone's mother, someone's daughter-in-law and so on...now its about being what I am!!
Planned and executed trip to Bhutan...with everyone asking "so whom are you going with?" - kids and mom...but still the question remains spoken or unspoken..."alone"...I said Kids & mom..."oh"...and why not...
I don't know if it is the peace of Bhutan which I got exposed to in a week's time....or is it with hubby away for a month..but life seems settled...its like whatever happens...happens for good and because one deserves it due to his/her karma!
With this approach, life seems more relaxed...like its said in Punjabi "Saanu ki"....but one can't be indifferent and be at peace...one really has to let go...
But all this talk about forgiving...its very difficult to forgive...you tend to forget but the bitterness remains...and at times you wonder why this bitterness........but it is part of the nature one has adapted to maybe survive or just fend off what had been bitter in the past...

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