Lots of water under the bridge, but my boat seems to be stuck... the same thoughts. Should actually start meditating, put my mind to rest...let things be, and let them go.
I am trying hard as I think I have evolved; I no longer feel those palpitations while retorting back to 'stupid' comments (or are they really stupid or well calculated) ...I am trying my best to not give so much weightage to any acts or comments...I am trying my best to let things go.
I think I should quit trying and just do it. Give a 'F' or a shit to what is being said and done...God has been so kind...given me things what I had wished for so I need to be patient too...
I am stopping now...no more thinking, no more talking about the people I am just not comfortable about.
